Tuesday, November 10, 2009
12:06 AM Y
Post title : start of routine!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Today's initial plan was to actually go down at 8pm to walk! But...... it was raining lar! and i had to go down to feed cats so in the end i was like went down at 9pm lar! so late!!! hahas but i still manage to walked for 1 hour , 2.4km lols! damn happy lor! was listening to my radio as i walked! but T.T there was no muttons so a lil down cast lor!
Sunday, November 8, 2009
10:11 PM Y
Post title : Random weekend outing...
♥ You'll never know the real me.
LOLS yesterday and today when out with the girls....
Unfortunately yesterday did not get to watch any movie! but i got my bag hahas! and a but on my hand =.=.... Actually want go watc h10pm movie with sim but full house so saded!
Today went movie with sook wei and kaili and sim.... the movie was damn funny? lols.... the guy was the one that was like making me laugh? hahas...but he seems familiar forgotten which drama he acted....ohhhh now i rmb the JY kim sam soon! hahas! anyw the whole day was funny we went swensens all this but i realised that hmmmm i haben done any homework and ahem i spent damn lots of money this weekend i am like so dead!
But anyw enjoyed it! it was worth it lar after so long of cooping at home! LOVE YOU GIRLS! =D
Sunday, November 1, 2009
11:11 AM Y
Post title : RAntings
♥ You'll never know the real me.
yesterday was kind of a lot of crap lar! not goin say why!
anyw damn lar, hate it when ADULTS NAG! AND I HAVE ONE AT HOME!
Thursday, October 29, 2009
10:21 PM Y
Post title : I hate stupid NAGGINGS!!!!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
FUCK OFF LAR! ALL YOU KNOW IS TO NAG! GOT JOB ALSO WANT TO NAG! HELLO! YOU NOW GOT A JOB BETTER THAN YOU DUN HAVE YOU REALLI BEHAVE LIKE A KID! STOP COMPLAINING! YOU ARE A PAIN IN THE ASS! SERIOUSLY! WAKE UP ! IDIOT!
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
9:47 PM Y
Post title : GO AWAY!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Oh shit! That feeling is back...
Nooooooooo.....just go away! You always create trouble and nth else! Shoo go away that feeling!
Haix...
Saturday, October 24, 2009
10:38 PM Y
Post title : STUPID!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
darn it lar... curse all you want dunno why have this kind of pple....
stupid idiot! SUCKER SUCKER SUCKER FANCY CURSING CURSE ALL YOU WANT!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
11:09 PM Y
Post title : I feel so demoralised!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Haix this week of school doesn't seem to be that good to me...
Kind of demoralised today...made me kind of emo! Want to thanks Candice i think she accompanied me to psychology lecture cause she knows i am afraid i will be alone! THANKS LOTS! Hopes she sees that...
Back to the topic was realli damn demoralised.... is it my problem or wat? No one seems to be wanting to talk to each other in the cds tutorial...It was a whole torturing 40 minutes i had today...I hope next week wouldn't be so bad... I still got one more on friday haix i tink every week i will have nightmares when it comes to like friday and wednesday...
I will pray hard very hard in fact that life would be better, that the nightmare will go away soon...
Thursday, October 15, 2009
8:07 PM Y
Post title : Scared!
♥ You'll never know the real me.
Life has been more and more insecure for me....
HOW? What's the solution? I find that everytime i feel alone or know that i will be alone i just want to flee... But this time i can't i have to face it .... Why? Because it is a graded subject that needs me to pass it!
How? I am afraid! I dun wan to be alone! Is it because my self esteem that is doing all these? Making me afraid to face it? I cant find my courage to face it! It just brings me back to the very lonesome period where life was the darkest moments... It makes me dread to go school till i finally fonud my friends but now everything is goin to start all over again! What to do?
SOMEONE HELP ME!
Saturday, October 10, 2009
7:39 PM Y
Post title : life is bored
♥ You'll never know the real me.
To think about it life is kind of pathetic...
Life is damn bored and pathetic can;t imagine i have to continue this kind of life!
